Ka-Boom!!!!!

Too many feelings, too many emotions, too many of them all. Either good or bad, right or wrong, I have a full mind. They come, go and return, and all over again. Lately in my life I've been living so much, enjoying and regretting, learning from my self, observing my actions and reactions, and it's interesting, trust me... But sometimes it's just excess of things happening in my life, of things I want to live longer, or things I want to be over.

You could say the human kind is strong enough and smart enough, according to Darwin evolution gave us this tool, according to Church god helped us with a gift, according to the USA population money bought us that, according to my mom carrots and broccoli where the clue. According to me, according to me we are not strong enough nor smart enough when it comes to chaos, when there is no balance, but sadly we are programed, yes like a fucking computer, to form a mask that doesn't allow us to see how deep we are digging and how long we wait in a bench for something to heal, that I can't call strong nor smart.

My point is, we need to see threw ourselves and understand us, and yes it hurts sometimes but at some point it becomes satisfaction, because then is when you'll be able to know your weaknesses and go in search of another soul to help you walk across the rotten path. Here I introduce you to my problem, I'm stuck in the middle of this spider web, I know I can't handle putting on a fake face and fake humor and be one of the rest, because I'm not, I'm different and I know it, but I still feel so tiny to require someone else's presence.

*TO BE CONTINUED...*
- Luisa Alcocer

Dear Grandpa...

Dear Jorge Al. Ga.

How are you?

Long without hearing from you, I want you to know I really miss you, I'm looking forward to seeing you again, the day will come, we just have to wait a few weeks.

I know it hasn't been easy for you lately, and I want to tell you, it's more a question, a favor I need from you, ENJOY every day, every second of this life, you already made it threw, the worst is gone, now it's just the path that goes up the hill before the beautiful landscape, before the fresh air, you just hang there and paddle a little harder, I promise you, I promise you that with a little team work of your mind, soul and body you'll be just fine. How do I know this? Because I need you and I can't make it without you, I need that one person that inspired me for the last 17 years, the one that taught me how to survive hard moments, to never give up, and to fight for what you want. Thanks to you I have an awesome father, and an awesome grandfather which if you in some sort of way know, please let him know I love him and I'm proud of him.

I tell you, now is time to give all you can, to apply this known term #YOLO, you have nothing to loose, you have friends and family that loves you and will never forget you, but for all of them, don't give up, make an effort, try to be yourself, be happy with who you are and what you have, because in the end that is what I've learnt from you, and it would be just wrong not to follow your own advises, wouldn't it?

- Luisa Alcocer

Children's Day They Say...

Yesterday was Children's Day in Mexico, I'm not quite sure if it was as well somewhere else in the world, I kind of understand the International one is in October or something, but since I'm mexican, for me it was the day before today... April the 30th.

Usually children have fun in school, they receive many candies and cakes, sometimes they get to dress up as Super Heroes or Princesses, when they are lucky they have new toys, they eat special breakfast (tons of Nutella, omnomnomn, yummy!), etcetera. It's pretty cool whey you have the age. Then you turn 12 or maybe a little more, and then you say "eeew! I'm not a baby anymore!", kids I say to you that's the biggest mistake you can say on this day. It's a day not just for the little ones or for the ones that does't believe in a childishly and fantastic day; but also for those who are enjoying life as the youth, time to celebrate to be silly for a minute, to remember those days; and also for the old, for them to share with the gnomes, for them to let free the child they carry inside.

This is a day to make the cube of life a whole new world, to color the black and white book with colors, where it really doesn't matter if you color the cow purple or green. It's a day out of 365 to make you problem free, to time travel where all you needed to survive was a carton box, a red towel and your underwear under your pants. In the end life is the same, we are just 'smarter', but, are we? NO, because all the intelligence we have we limit it and make it valueless. So think again the next time you want to color a building gray, and go for the yellow instead maybe even with sparkles, why not?

We are just different, and kids know that, the only difference is that we don't accept that and kids does. This Children's Day has a name but I've learnt that every day we have a chance to put on a big suit and dream of being the best, of making your ideas come true of fighting monsters and reading a good story before going to bed, but now it's turn to make this good story, your story, your life. Keep the little blue car in your hand and keep driving.

Vrumm, Vrumm, Vrumm (It's supposed to be a cars noise imitation, but ehm I think it didn't went that well)

- Luisa Alcocer