Too many feelings, too many emotions, too many of them all. Either good or bad, right or wrong, I have a full mind. They come, go and return, and all over again. Lately in my life I've been living so much, enjoying and regretting, learning from my self, observing my actions and reactions, and it's interesting, trust me... But sometimes it's just excess of things happening in my life, of things I want to live longer, or things I want to be over.
You could say the human kind is strong enough and smart enough, according to Darwin evolution gave us this tool, according to Church god helped us with a gift, according to the USA population money bought us that, according to my mom carrots and broccoli where the clue. According to me, according to me we are not strong enough nor smart enough when it comes to chaos, when there is no balance, but sadly we are programed, yes like a fucking computer, to form a mask that doesn't allow us to see how deep we are digging and how long we wait in a bench for something to heal, that I can't call strong nor smart.
My point is, we need to see threw ourselves and understand us, and yes it hurts sometimes but at some point it becomes satisfaction, because then is when you'll be able to know your weaknesses and go in search of another soul to help you walk across the rotten path. Here I introduce you to my problem, I'm stuck in the middle of this spider web, I know I can't handle putting on a fake face and fake humor and be one of the rest, because I'm not, I'm different and I know it, but I still feel so tiny to require someone else's presence.
*TO BE CONTINUED...*
- Luisa Alcocer
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